I know that this blog has been deserted and I take full responsibility for this. I’ve been busy enjoying a few weeks of peace, away from everything that makes life oppressive at times. Working, studying, thinking, writing, talking and even dressing up. In fact, nothing really productive.
Free from its daily obligations and worries, the mind wanders. After a few days away, you stop being an employee, a student, the intellectual you pretend to be, the person the others want you to be. You stop being anything else but yourself. With nothing more important to do than picking up the next movie or pizza toppings, you enjoy your free time with a nonchalance and an unconcern that maybe only childs can have.
But tomorrow, the vacation ends and I’ll be back into my old habit, with the pressure to perform in one pocket, and the obligation to work hard in the other. Can’t say I’m happy, can’t say I wouldn’t have taken more of these days of escape, but there is nothing I can do about it except to think that wearing something else than a pyjama will be nice, for a change.
